I am turning 21 tommorrow?!
I am turning 21 tomorrow. Feelings? I don't know. None exists. Or perhaps they do but their abundance, their incomprehensibility is getting translated into their intelligibility. So intelligible they are- I can't read them. So abundant they are- I can't understand them. They are- incomprehensible. Let's take a step back. There are people. People on this planet. SO MANY PEOPLE. A couple of them form part of my life. PART of MY life. Still somewhere, I give them more importance than my life. To some I am attached. To some I am related. To some, I am attached; I wish to let that attachment go; have been successful to some extent- but not entirely. To some, I was not attached; I wished to develop that attachment; failed; failed miserably- had to let them go (are they gone?). To some, I am not attached; want to develop that attachment; but am scared- what if they don't reciprocate (or are they already reciprocating?). I am turning 21 tomorrow. I don't know what li...